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I hate Christians
By Emily Buresh
I hate Christians who feel they know God better than I do., the hypocrites and liars who use the Lord for their own benefits, the ones who tell me I can’t possibly be a Christian the way I look and the music I listen to. The freaking jerks who tell you they are your friend, but when pressures overcome them, they drop you like a rotten apple. The ones who feel darkness means evil and black is satanic. I hate Christians who feel they are so damned superior to me because they have an “in” with God and I have forgotten some ancient writing. Somehow the way I am will never please their God and I will be damned for all eternity. I hate your religion that dictates what I should wear, who I should screw, why I should not be pierced or tattooed, and how I should live my life. Have I not read this precious book of yours? Have I not prayed to the same God every single friggin’ night as you have? No I haven’t. I haven’t read the book that damns everyone that doesn’t look like you. The God I pray to tells me to love everyone no matter what, to turn the other cheek and to not cast the first stone. MY God tells me He loves me and to let everything have it’s time under heaven. I must let go of this anger I feel and frustration at such ugly words. Who are you to me or me to you? I am not a friend for a friend stands up for one and other. I do not want your religion. I do not want your God. I do not want you. I have searched so long and so very hard. I’ve cried far too many tears. I’ve ripped myself to pieces, put them back together, and tore them again. I’ve danced with sinners, lusted, hated, cursed. I am the one you warn your children about at night. I am the one you need to fear for I bring notions. I bring acceptance and love. Love that is not mine, but I’m simply a messenger. You can go to your fortress in the skies, lock the mighty gates, and feel somehow you have found the way. I will follow my heart and how I am shown the path. It is one filled with thorns and sharp stones. I shall stumble in the dark for I can’t see in front of me. I will be among the damned and the hated. I will face the fires with God to be there to protect me. I will not judge for I was not judged by Him. You are not worth any more of my tears. Know that I tried and am weary of people who dismiss me because I am not Christian enough. Enough! I will stay here with a sword in one hand and the Lord holding my other one. I will wear my armor against the hate you throw at me. Do not tell me it’s not personal, for we both know it is. I hope that when the day ends and we are both in front of our Maker, He will know and I can finally rest, but till then I will fight this battle so you can keep your precious gated community safe from people like me. |
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